As I was bouncing around in the back of the racing pickup, I had a realization.  I didn't make much sense to me initially as sometimes God's naked truth doesn't.  "There was no place I would rather be."  That's what I thought and how does that make sense?  A wife who had almost died; a child who was very near death.  It only made sense because I knew in that moment that this was exactly where God wanted me.  I had no doubt that I was right in the center of God's will.  Only in this does the statement make sense.  These circumstances were no surprise to Him.